Well folks, I have made it back home.  I have to say that this was the most difficult two weeks I have yet to endure in my 35 years.  I am not sure that I can really talk about it all just yet.  I am having a hard time connecting to reality, probably because it has to be redefined.  I am literally dealing moment to moment and am trying to stay busy during the time in between.

I am realizing that no matter how deep the hurt goes, life must go on.   School has to be done, dinner made and laundry washed.  I am thanking God for my husband being home during this time.  He has taken the reigns and is allowing me to just be and feel as I need to.

Every breath I take is a blessing and every second I breathe is full of thoughts of my Dad.   I miss him.

It is Songkran time here in Thailand.  New Years.  A time celebrated for cleaning and renewal.  I think I’ll share more about that on my next post.  I’ll get back to writing as often as I can 🙂

Take care all, and give you’re loved ones an extra squeeze tonight!